I know I know..

I know I've gain weight. Okay. I get it.
When I try so hard to lose those pounds, u people say, oh,sometimes try to be more happy, eat what you like, why so hard on yourself? So, I was like, okay, True, I wanna feel great and happy and full of confidence. And people always says no matter how you look, you just gotta look like you own that body, just feel good about yourself and be confident.
So, I ate what I like , I feel great. Gain weight, not obese but even more chubbier. And to add on, school was so insanely stressful and crazy and busy that I got no freaking time to exercise and do yoga. I gain weight okay.
But I was optimistic about it, I didn't blame myself, I am not pessimistic about my size, I just feel like I am who I am, I mean like I own this damn body and I love it. DUDE.
Then, came comments like, I think you should exercise, recently your thighs looks bigger than mine have you been walking around too much, yeah she's a little bit big size...
I MEAN.
Really.
What happens to, love what you have, as long as you are healthy and confident you are fine, looks don't matter, you may not be slim but as long as you are you, you are great!

UH HUH. What happens to ALL THAT now.

The thing is. I dun really understand what you people are trying to say? Why are you contradicting yourself?
And who are you to freaking judge me huh. You have no idea what I have been through and is still trying to do to fight for my dream. OKay. YOU. Have to right to hurt me. NO WAY.

Things like these, I just wanna let it off my chest and get back to my own road and continue towards that bright light in my life and not getting pulled down by your words.

OKAY. Compose compose compose..... *Takes a deep breath*
Alright I'mmmmm Backkk!
Now, THAT is over. Finally another thing out of my chest.
Recently I've been getting anxiety attacks tooooo often... phew