New modules for the block.. Jap language and AdCad

So... it's 2013! Happy New Year! Ok, update, Currently I'm taking a Jap language module and the class was really fun ^^ I was really interested in Jap since last year..which is 2012 sep.. so taking this module was super exciting for me. The another module I am taking now is Advanced CAD. It's a form of computer studies that teaches you more skills/ brush up tour skills in photoshop & illustrator. This module was kind of sian... because all you do is stare at the screen for hours but it's not boring though. I'm doing fashion illustration now and here's the process...

Currently as my phone's wallpaper <3 Well...I think I won't be socializing that much for this block because I really want to score my best for this 2 modules (aiming at distinctions for both). I figured that I need to have as little distractions as possible. So for the past few days of the block, I was really Really quiet and serious when I'm in class doing work or listening to the lessons. My close friend was I guessed disturbed by my behavior and was persistant that I have to talk to her and I have to sit close to her and I have to chat with her... I was really serious about studying and getting my grades in good shape so at times I was very irritated by her... Okay, ever since I realized that whenever she ask me to do stuff for her, I would do it even though I said no a few times. I guessed she didn't get it and I also don't want our friendship to turn sour so I kept doing things for her which I'm really angry with myself. Is there ever once I could just turn around and walk away and then she'll realize I'm serious with what I say. And, I have no idea why, she kept poking me patting me numerous times when I clearly said that I disliked it. She just don't understand what I say... I'm angry and pissed that this is not the problem I should deal with now. I should be dealing with improving my skills so that I can reach my dreams in the future. okay, it's late and I just want to sleep now... but I felt better after typing all these stuff out that has been inside my heart for far too too long that I can hardly take it. I seriously don't want to deal with friendships/socializing anymore. I can't deal with stuff where I can't be myself... I mean I would get to know new people but that;s if we could talk about interesting stuff together, sharing new places, food, fashion trends and not when I said sth I like and the person just if that disapproving look( yes, I'm talking about that friend of mine..every time she doesn't like what I said or do, she'll give that damn disapproving look on her ** face) I know she'll be extremely sad and maybe angry when she sees this but it's the truth. Okay...ciao...