Okay, I'm like tearing up now because I FREAKING Hate these adults.
My dad isn't here and brother isn't here too.
And my mum is being sucked away by THEM.
I'm left with nobody but myself.
And they freaking leave their child with me.
WTF.
Seriously, I'm like trying to separate myself from them by plugging in ear piece listening to Yoga lin's song.
And thank god. His voice calms me down.
I'm not trying to be complaining and grumbling about things but I seriously can't take it and if I don't write it down I will burst into tears and I've no idea what I'll do next.
Let's hope I don't burst out later, cuz I'm pretty sure they're gonna stay until so damn late and their child is gonna grumble and they order me take care of her, play her favorite CDs and give her sweets, bla bla bla..all those shit.
I just hope I won't say this to them later,"I'm not your maid please, and I'm not the mother of this child. please take care of your own child!"
They freaking hope I won't say this to them.
Okay, I'm off now, hope for the best for me to stay strong.