9 nov..

I freaking tired and confused and certainly depresses right now. I seem to be comparing myself with someone who is very talented in my class a lot. I've been hearing friends and my parents saying that I shouldn't compare too much if not I'll be stressing myself out... But if I don't compare, I know I wouldn't strive harder and I should!0.0
Choosing to be in Fashion wasn't easy and to keep my dreams on wasn't that easy too. I wanted to be the best so much that now I feel so depressed because I can't be the best. I'm not talented in Art and that is what I resented most. I LOVE ART but I can't do it.
I knew going into this route is not gonna be easy, I knew it. I just have to get optimistic quickly and think of another way to become the unique and the no.1 because I can't let myself getting depressed and disappointed again.
CIAO!!